失去的东西失去了，伤害的东西伤害了，道歉来得太迟了我知道，可是谢谢你接受我的道歉，这样就够了。我选择爱你，就是一辈子，虽然你不肯让我再把时间倒转重新再对你好再学会爱你多一点，我要你知道我会一直等。。。等到我老了我还会等。三年我都等过了，一辈子算什么？

if only...

If only things didn't get outta hands.. Will I still made e same choice?

abt 4 mths had passed

Yes after so long... I am finally blogging abt it.
I bet those that whom knws, yes I am divorcing.

Shocking to many of my frens, sorry but I made up this choice though all of u guys thought we're so blissful. Yes I love him a lot, my love for him had been 10 years! Nt a easy 10 years to come by though in between we separated... Etc.

I dunoe hw to describe hw I am feeling nw, sad? Nt really anymore! Happy? Yes but nt that much.. Lonely? Nt really cos I noe I have many frens arnd me.

If u happens to see this, thanks for e love u had given me, yes I love iu, though I doubt myself can commit to anymore relationship, but sorry things just don't work out for us anymore since e day I heard u going arnd telling pple I mind abt ur salary lesser than mine. This hurts lots! Been so many years with u and this is hw u think abt me? Haiz, no point saying so much anymore.

Nomatter wat, thks for ur love.

shitty myself

i think i am mad... whenever things r doing so gd... i tends to push all my frens far away frm me.. i dunoe wtf is wrng w me... help!

for MY DEAR wifey

thanks for being here.. i am thkful... i noe i have hurt u... but i wan u to spend quality time w him... so i chose to be strangers....

love u lots as my wifey, fren and also a sister... hopefully he is really e one for u, that can really take good care of u... dunwan u get hurt again.. .

and yes i cherish u lots, but like what my nick says in msn... "if there's someone who really can take care of u then i am letting u go cuz i cant give u any better."

i will be glad for u... but dun worry i am always still here nomatter what... i am not leaving u alone just that i guess really u must go think what u wan... :) u noe what i meant.

its a miracle to know a dearie wife like u "thru a kiss" for valerie farewell... :)

someone once asked me ... when e hell u2 became so close??? i replied i dunoe... :>
guess tt's what i always said... "Chemistry"...

whatever it is.. thanks for everything. love u lots my dear... if ever one day u need me ... i am still 24/7 for u FORVER NOMATTER WHAT. if ever one day anyone bully u, muz still tell me ok? take gd care ya! dun emo so much.